Sunday, October 15, 2006
happily tired
i've never been this busy my whole life. i've cried a little (ok... alot) and i've stared for seconds out of exhaustion. i've even done stupid things because i've been moving like a robot these past few days (put conditioner on my face and facial wash on my toothbrush). they say when you've missed sleep for days, your brain stops for a second to compensate. how scientific? how scary.
i can't believe though that a week has passed and that although i'm physically exhausted and emotionally unprepared for such overloading... i'm happy. deep inside i know i want what i'm doing. despite the few times i've said i'm confused and all... right now, after much thinking, i realize that this is the busyness i want.
i'm just glad things are working well.
but of course, i still look forward to restful sleeps at night. one more week to go and i think i'll have that again.
tweenkies_1106 at 2:56 PM